DISCOVER MY PERSONAL ROAD TO HEALING

Well I didn't make it 45 or even 30 days. I only made it 22, but I am not angry or upset about this. The amount of progress I've made in...

This last week I've almost left so many times. Fighting the urge to run has been a challenge. But I'm still here, fighting for the...

Well Looks I may be here for 45 days. I'm willing to really do the work so I'm gonna make the best out of however long I end. up being...

Today started out bad...... I woke up with a migraine so I didn't get to participate in the morning activity. I was so sick I was on the...

Well I've officially been in an inpatient rehab center for 72 hours with no contact from the outside world. Rehab isn't what I thought it...

I started my IOP Program with Pathways and holly cow it is already doing so much for me. The is a slight problem with the help I found is...

Things have been really good. My meds are all working good, my new job is taking off and I am so happy. I love getting up and going to...

There is always two sides to every story. Two people involved which means two feelings that the other person may not feel. No on likes...

I am slowly realizing how traumatic my past was. As memories flow through my head my patters and behaviors make more sense. I was...

I went into my marriage under complete blind faith. I actually went to Washington before I even got married on blind faith. I had only...

We all talk about how we want to be in love. Then when we finally get our chance for love we end up comparing it to everything we think...

I haven’t touched on Postpartum in a while. Quite frankly it still lingers on top of my other mental disorders. I had forgot it was even...

It's only up from here.

I'm sitting here while an internal battle is occurring. My brain is fighting my new meds so it can remain the same and not get better....

I don't remember a time where I wasn't depressed. I can remember being on the bus before 8 years old and talking about killing myself....

It’s one of those nights where I’m laying in bed and my cries are so strong they are silent. The ones where you feel you heart break...

Well I planned to write after my 14th Ketamine treatment but I finally was feeling good so I got right back into life. I had my Ketamine...

December has no been a good month for me. My ex husband moved back to Washington leaving me to be the sole parent of Edward and taking...

Well my divorce was finalized on November 20th. Even though it is what is best for everyone it still hurts like hell. I was fired from...

- I was raised by a single dad. My mom was in and out of our lives so it was always my dad. He never failed to provide for us. -When I...