I didn't think it could get any darker

Well my divorce was finalized on November 20th. Even though it is what is best for everyone it still hurts like hell. I was fired from my job on December 2nd for something I didn't do. My life literately is falling apart. I am going to be 27 in 10 days and I feel like complete failure. I am divorced, not working, and nothing else seems to be going right. I want with everything in me to give up but no matter how dark my brain gets I know I have to keep fighting. I never knew having a kid would be the one thing keeping me balanced no matter how much my brain tells me I shouldn't be....... I will wake up and remind myself: "There is nothing wrong with me. I have patterns to unlearn, new behaviors to embody and wounds to heal. But there is nothing wrong with the core of me and who I am. I am unlearning generations of harm and remembering love. It takes time."