DISCOVER MY PERSONAL ROAD TO HEALING

Today so many things have been in my face about my past. Part of today I felt like I couldn't breathe. First my Crime show and than life....

I hate when I get into these phases where my brain is so full I can't seem to put anything down. I have so many drafts and recordings. My...

I haven't been writing but let's be honest we aren't surprised. Well not sleeping is returning but not because I'm so depressed I can't...

I have been terrible at writing to keep up on how I am doing like I said I was. So I am going to just do one big update.

Today was a good day even with me working. Edward had a rough day but ended it happy as can be. I got to have some much needed girl time...

I have been extremely tired today. My brain is a little slower than I would have liked but overall I feel good! No more negative racing...

Finally the day! My mental state has only been declining these last couple weeks. I finally slept and Edward slept till 9 so I finally...

Today was a rough day for so many reasons. Work was stressful, I was up from 1-4 AM with a brain that just wouldn't stop. When it was...

Today was a good day. I had a productive day at work than got to spend some quality time with Eddie. Got my budget all set for 2020 and...

I am the worst at taking time for myself. I will always put others before me. I think that stems from not being enough to be taken care...

No it wasn't just a bad night, it was a terrible day. The worst I have had in awhile. The kind of depression day where it is crippling...

Today was a productive terrible day. I got half of my list done; cleaned my room, laundry, cleaned the living room and got half of the...

Today was a weird day. I had a good day but was off mentally. I’ve made so much progress compared to my past but I still have set...

I am pro at stopping the video at the worse facial expression or position...

The next two week's you will be hearing from me a lot. At least once a day, not sure how it will go. Just gonna take it one day at a time.

So I finally decided to make a Youtube channel because uploading videos is a nightmare. I like to be raw and vulnerable in my blog and...