Day 3 after treatment

Today was a good day even with me working. Edward had a rough day but ended it happy as can be. I got to have some much needed girl time and plan out some things.

I am grateful for the relationship I have with my best friend Ambre. We can be completely honest with each other and listen to what the other one has to say. The funny thing is, we met when we were 12. Were super close throughout Jr. high but hated each other all through high school. We didn't reconnect till she was pregnant over Facebook and got close till last year. Now I can't imagine my life without her. Her family has became my family. Edward asks for them on a daily basis.

I've been having some anxiety which normally doesn't happen after a infusion. I have a lot of changes happening and decisions I'm making. I have to remind myself that when you are going through change anxiety is normal. Starting a new stage of life and as you change who you are it is scary. I have to remember to trust the process and breathe.