Ready for my 6th Treatment

I am so ready for my treatment today. I’ve done amazing this week till yesterday where I just tanked. My brain is on full drive and winning. From dark thoughts to nasty vivid dreams. I know it’s all part of the process but this part sucks big time. The energy alone it takes to fight a battle in your own head will drain you for days.

I had a very vivid dream of an Ex boyfriend kidnapping me and hanging me and my son. He had tied my arms behind my back so I had to sit there and watch my son die. I was powerless, out of control. Than after he killed my son in front of me he hung me. This was a very hard thing to have to watch so I was already on edge before even getting to my treatment.