My Tribe

I've been out for a little over two weeks. So much has happened that would have completely broke me in the past. I am not only standing with my head held high I am loving every piece of myself. My past is finally in the past and staying in the past.

I have been able to cut negative people out of my life while standing up for myself and what I deserve. It's crazy how healthy my relationships have been since becoming healthy personally.

I still have so much work to do. Some days the long therapy days seem pointless and I just wanna be "lazy". But I know there is a reason to everything we do. I have been able to pull myself out of a negative state with my affirmations. They went from silly sayings that I said to actual beliefs. Little moments mean more to me now. The time I get with my son we are both happier and enjoying more.

Today I had dinner with my mom, not many people knew. I am working really hard on being a more private person. Not having my whole life on blast has been relaxing and more meaningful. I came home to my pathways family here for a little bit of night fun. They had no idea what I did today was a big step. They just showed up and were there for me 100% not expecting anything in return.

I went in patient for 22 days meeting strangers to coming home to a whole new family who not only has my back but also loves me for who I am. They know my pain, my past, and all the damage with the vulnerable side. Even with all of this they still love me! Fully, authentically and for who I am.

I have a few more letters to write and than I'm gonna burn them and continue the healing process. A lot of people have no idea what's happening in my life and that is a relief. All I have to say is I am doing amazing and thriving more than I ever thought I would. Life is worth living and enjoying now. Let your light shine xoxo