Live more life

How many things a day do you do that your supposed to do vs what you want to do?

Taking a look back on my day to day this answer was a quick never. From the moment I wake up to the time I go to bed I am a mom, wife, daughter, sister, etc. I am so focused on my "To Do" list that I forget to do what makes me happy. Not only do I not do what makes me happy I allow life and everyone else to suck the life out of me. On the surface I may look happy and like I am kicking ass but when it comes down to it I am a mess just like any other person out there.

What does Give Less F#cks mean to you?

-Boundaries

-Not be responsible for someone else's experience

-Unapologetic

-Not worth my time

Walk through your day doing things you only truly want to do.

-No fear

-No obligation

-No hold back

-No guilt

I've lived my life as if my life was in charge by everyone else around me. I wasn't having fun, I was living as if I was just watching time. I was constantly worried about what others thought instead of what made me happy. I lived 26 years of my life being a people pleaser and lost myself. I lost all motivation to make myself happy and started destroying the relationships around me.

Are the F#cks I am giving that I am done giving?

-What others think

-Where people think my life should be

-Who I married

-If I am a good mom

How much freedom am I going muster up to stop giving these F#cks to find the real authentic Haley. Who conditioned me to care about these things? Because anyone who would put that kind of pressure on me or anyone isn't truly happy. I am taking the power back by choosing what F#cks I give and don't give. I will live in my truth no matter what anyone else thinks.

The F#cks I do care about?

-My kids feel loved

-I feel loved

-I truly love who I see in the mirror

This is a ramble post. When my brain is a million places it's hard to articulate anything. I have been alive for almost 27 years and still struggle with not letting others get into my head. Peoples energy can seep into you like a virus ready to kill. I read people pretty quick and am effected by the emotions people set off. This makes it much easier to allow people to infest their darkness. I have seen the effects of this more times than I would like to count. I know it is easier said than done but walking through life not giving any F#cks could be the best choice you pick, even if you have to work on it everyday.