9th Ketamine Treatment July 9th

Today is one of those days where I have to remind myself why I chose ketamine in the first place. My last two Infusions are at 1 so by the time we got home the kiddos we’re here and I wasn’t really able rest like I need too. I’m short, frustrated and just flat out exhausted. I’m pretty sure I’ve snapped at my son like 4 times trying to get him to bed. He gets so wound up when his sister is around. So I’m either going to pass out of exhaustion or cry myself to sleep. Ketamine has changed my life in so many ways but the days I get my Infusions are the worst. I’m sorry mommy snapped and I’m sorry mommy is so tired but I promise baby boy in the end you’ll have the best mom you could ever dream of having. I’m also doing it for me not just my kiddos because I deserve to be happy.