5th Ketamine Treatment June 11th

Have you ever actually felt a war in your head? I can actually feel my brain fighting the infusions to stay negative. My brain is definitely loosing but being aware is an intense thing. No memories have popped up today I’m just incredibly exhausted. Next week is when we decide if I’ll need more than 6 infusions. I’ve had 5 and am still very much up and down but slowly getting better. The high was intense but I’m starting to not remember much of them and am kinda in the background of what is happening in my head. This will be another infusion where I don’t really know how to put into words what’s going on or how I’m doing for a couple days. I know I’m getting better and still overly aware of everything. Patience is another huge factor in this because you want to be okay right away but the medicine has to do its thing.

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