Time To Fix The Crown 👑

This week I felt like it may just kill me but just like always I'm still standing. Yesterday I was trying to remember how I got to where I was before Darren came into the picture. To get back to loving myself and not giving a fuck what anyone else thinks. Get back to my WHY and knowing my worth. I didn't fight as hard as I did before this bump to lay down and take defeat.

I am the whole package. I have flaws yes, but we all do. I work, am a damn good mom, love like no other, can make you laugh, plan ahead and have my life together. I have to believe that one day the right person will walk into our lives and love us the way we deserve. Each and every single relationship I've been in has taught me more and more about what I deserve and truly want. So instead of being angry I'm thankful because these men helped me become the best me I could be.

I woke up today ready to take on the day. Got ready and danced it out, did my make up and will not let anything today tear me down because it's my time to shine. Changing my hair tomorrow and have started getting rid of stuff I'm not bringing when I move. Standing up for myself and making decisions based on what I need.

I've been through so much in my lifetime it blows some people away. Even more than before lately I realized I'm just the thunder in the storm. No matter where I end up, alone or in love I have lived. I have experienced all the lows and highs. I value and appreciate things many people take for granted. All the scars I have are just proof that I made it. I'd rather have waves than be guarded in my bubble and regret it later.

Not many people can stand up and move on as quick as I've been able to do. Not many can stand up and raise a little boy alone. Not many people can be as open and vulnerable as I am. I'm one of a kind and I will no longer allow people to take advantage of that, because once they are gone they always want to come back at some point. It's just a matter of not letting them back in.

Haley is back bitches 💋