2 Years Single

This post is far overdue but I had to bust out the last few weeks of school so it had to wait. April 15 marked two whole years of being single, and I'm shocked I made it this far but at the same time, I'm not. Once the gears start going it's not likely they will stop, and that's exactly what happened when I started focusing on myself. Now the thought of anyone who doesn't bring something to the table even being near me makes all the effort I have for them disappear. I'm realizing even though I love a lot of people they are no longer serving me and what relationships deserve my fight.

I'm making big decisions and keeping them close to my chest and it feels so damn good to not have everyone know what is happening in my life. Privacy has become a part of me and I'm so damn grateful for it. This last weekend blew my mind and some big changes are coming our way. I'm manifesting and praying every day, finally believing things can go my way and are going to. All the pain over the last two years makes so much sense now and I'm grateful for it. I used to hate heartbreak but now it's something I'm grateful for each time it graces me with its presence.

Fight for yourself and fight for the ones you love because life is so damn short. If you are struggling, take a deep breath and imagine that this moment is the very first of your life and build a future from here. Take control and write a new story and ending.

The semester is finally over and I passed all three classes, even when I thought I wouldn't. I am taking a well-deserved break this summer and really focusing on trauma work and where my life is headed. Life is amazing and I hope it's as amazing for everyone else as it is for me <3